Old Habits are hard to get rid off

A new start.. New day has come... this never happened in my life before. I am leaving my family, my home, my friends all of them behind.. for long time and I don't know yet whether I am going back or not... it is going to be my decision Leaving behind the known lifestyle, known places, known faces.. it is new to me. I left my home before for college.. but it was near.. and not major lifestyle change..or if it was, I didn't notice it. it was frightening to think.. that tomorrow when I wake up I am not going to see the known.. it is going to be something different..for long time Leaving like this always makes me nervous.. nervous as in I have anxiety attacks and all that stuff... but this time I managed it well... that's what i think.. Now about new life.. it is exciting.... I’ll be staying with friends, cooking meals so will be experimenting a lot... new country.. new customs... before travelling hear you could never imagine the different customs.. as in we always here about different customs..but when you actually experience it you get to know them.. and it is not easy to change your old habits!! Let us see what happens next!! All the best to me!!!